A test from Allah

eh2 aku ade blog???oh tak sangke!!haha..(bajet lawak).ok tak (T_T)Fine!!!

aku rindu berbloging..tapi apakan daya aku sgt bz n aku sudah kehilangan owning power keatas laptop ku..slalunye aku sgt aktif berblog bile aku cuti..tapi hr ni aku tak cuti..aku juge tak free..eh tapi nape aku rajin sgt berblog??sbb aku sedey...aku sedey la blog!!ko paham tak perasaan aku blog..i'm so sad!!i need a blog..thanks kakak tikah hamzah kite yg sgt berhati mulia pinjamkan aku laptop plus brodben die..sgt terharu..

kesedihan aku bermula bile satu2 ahli keluarge aku saket..sumpah aku tak penah alami sume ni..aku sgt takot..we r getting older.we cant never expect wut's goin to happen to us. even newborn baby pon bleh saket wuts more us rite?before dis i was neva imagine anythin bad will happen to us especially in early age..But then aku dapat tahu mak aku suspected batu karang. kakak aku cte mak sgt saket..the whole family except me( becos at dat time i was at the hostel ) went to the hospital with my momma. i was so sad bcos i was not there at the very critical moment. Alhamdulillah momma getting better.

Keresahan tak habes lagi but then aku dpt brite abg aku lak admitted at hospital kajang because of the same illness like my mom..at dat time i was really shock. my brother is like our 2nd father who hav always take a good care of us. he work so hard even he have no time for himself.he work for his family.dat touched me the most. me n my bro was never going well before. we always arguing even for a silly things. i admit i hate him so much when i was small. but then as time flies, im getting older..and of course he is MORE older than me. we r getting matured and realized dat we are actually sibling!!so no more fight2 la kan..fight2 for remote control tu can be accepted la kan..fight for nasik lemak 2 bungkos no more. no no...

my sista in law put my bro's photo in the fb which make me more sad la looking at his 'sugul' face terlantar kat hospital(giler pasar ayat haku!)...dat was so sad.really...dat face shows how hard his life was.. even me, the most unlovable sister of his almost DROP a tear looking at his sad face. i realize how painful he had to bear.

be stronger brother..i will always pray for u bro..ur daughter might be very happy to see her father going back to normal..insyaallah u will be fine..i love u la bro...i hope u neva open dis blog..plis dont!!or else i will neva want to see u..i better die la if u bace dis post..
i love my sis..i love my mom..love my dad...love my sister in law...love my niece..i love u all..i will always pray for our happiness n health..

i promise will take a good care of all of u!!i promise!!